I plan on disappearing without telling anyone

After the new year, I plan on leaving without telling anyone, not even my own family. Im a complete failure and horrible person. I just graduated college with no plans for the future, have wasted my parents' money, and still have no job 6 months later despite applying to every job I could find that said they were hiring. I burned all of my bridges with my friends, had a horrible reputation most of my life, and everyone genuinely hates me. Every time I open my mouth to speak it's not just the wrong answer, it's the worst answer anyone could think of and I wish I was exaggerating. My entire life I have been described as disgusting, annoying, selfish, inconsiderate, and rude by everyone. This has caused me to be beat up, yelled at, bullied, and made an example of how not to be. At this point I'm just a burden on everyone and I don't want to live anymore. I don't know why I'm like this or what's wrong with me. I genuinely just can't do anything right. No matter what I do I'm always reminded that I'm nothing but a horrible pos. Right now im gathering some of my stuff and planning my exit. I don't even have anywhere in mind on where I'm gonna go, just somewhere as far away as possible where people won't have to deal with me anymore.