A meme ruined my life

When i was little I remember seeing memes about womens “rosted beef” downthere or the taylor swift ham sandwich meme. And i would remember looking down there and seeing that my parts looked similar to the “runover” one even if i was a virgin. I was so insecure. After turning 18, i never been with anyone but i thought no one would like me because i had a “rosted beef” looking one. I would search online and see men opinions about womens part and more memes. So I decided to fly to another country and get surgery to cut the “rosted beef”.