im too in love with my wife and it makes having sex extremely difficult

ive known my wife since we were 13 years old, and ive been head over heels since 14. we agreed to get married the second we became "real" adults. I am genuinely obsessed with her. I react to seeing her shirtless the same as the first time. I feel like a blushing virgin every time shes under me. its becoming a genuine issue during sex that shes noticed, but i cant give her an explanation because i know she'll use it to her advantage for the rest of my life. everytime she looks up at me i geuinely feel like im going to have a seizure. i literally get faint, sometimes my ears ring if its been a while, my throat closes up. ive had times where i burst into tears. Her face with her cute moles just looks so soft and her big brown eyes make me want to run through a concrete wall. i literally cannot focus during sex 70% of the time because everytime she looks at me i nearly collapse and lose all brain cognition. i know some cynical ass is gonna call this a fake post but im being serious, it literally makes it difficult to do any Very Important actions while horizontal. i understand the men who died in battle at troy for a beautiful woman, because i seriously become illogical to a concerning extent. It is a struggle to continue having sex. I just get too aroused and excited and faint. i honestly hope this feeling never ends but also i wish she would stop putting her seductress spells on me.