I make appointments for things I actually don't need (car shopping, apartment tours, insurance agents, ect) because im lonely.

It's taking a lot for me to write this. I'm 33 (M) and have no friends. I have a job that I love and get along well with everyone. Despite me doing well with my work, im nervous and self conscious around people. I've tried joining groups for social activities and find myself not doing well in crowds. From time to time make I appointments or go to stores for things or services I don't actually need. Going to car dealerships to look at what's there and chat with the sales person, going to insurance agents (home, life, auto) for consultations, making consultations at dentist offices, going into banks inquiring about opening accounts. I do all this to make small-talk with the employees. In a way, im also doing this to try and improve on my own social skills. I actually do enjoy a lot the interactions and they help me get more comfortable. Its also my way of getting out of the house and keep busy. I'm going to admit, I know im wasting the employees time though. I know they could've delt with people that truly needed their service, potentially affecting their business in a way. It's not healthy for me to keep this up. I really wanted to get this off my chest and read all thoughts and opinions here on this. Thank you.