A touch that changed my feelings...

I don't know how to say that, actually it's happened when i was in 8th standard. My family went to grandma's house, so they told me to stay in neighbour home, there was a uncle and aunty. Their daughters are married and moved to another home. So i went to there, stayed with uncle. He is almost 60+ old man and nice to me and my family. So night i was with him. But suddenly i felt like someone touch my thighs. I was wearing small trouser and t shirt and i didn't wear the inner. I really shocked, he thought that i slept. Then slowly he started to touch softly to my upper thighs, abdomen and my dick outside the trouser. Then he slowly put his hand inside my trouser and touch it slowly and he sucked it.. That's my first time i felt something. And the whole area, chest, bellybutton.. Everything he touched, pressed ... I was frozen but somehow i enjoyed that touches. After that i felt like i need the same, then in higher school, in local buses, some peoples started to touch in the rush buses.I really loved that.So i was standing near to them and they used to touch my di*k.but i really want to the physical touches, and i felt like i need someone who suck my dick but i didn't get anyone.but i did one thing that i didn't wear inner when I used transportations. So they know about that. It's continue.then i moved to dubai, here the same thought came to my mind. But sometimes i can't control myself. So i got a app for gay chat, i used that. After that touches, everything happened i felt like everything is done by aged guys, so i need only aged guys. So i met one guy, Kerala person, i told him about my likes, he did it perfectly. I really felt a lust with him, and i used to sex chats with him and some other guys, i send my nudes, and i was sincere relationship with that guy but he went to home. So i used to search aged guys, sex chats,. Still also i felt horney sometimes, but sometimes felt I'm bad,But i enjoy this, chats, send my nudes, sometimes meet these peoples in car or outside. So still I'm enjoying this. But if i want to mood, then I'm watching porns, or girls pics,