It's possible to trust and love again after such a betrayal?

I met him through social media during my medical internship, and eventually, we fell in love. After my internship, I got a job in his city for 3 months. Since we were from the same caste, we got engaged. Two months after our engagement, we got married. We had been in a relationship for a year and a half. He was also a doctor but didn’t have a job at the time of our marriage. It didn’t concern me; I thought we would manage everything after the marriage. However, after we got married, he changed. The way he talked to me, he wanted me to live the way he and his mother wanted. But for my love for him, I changed myself. After three months of marriage, he started staying at the hospital all day. One day, he said he had urgent work regarding his college and had to go. I begged him to stay because the next day was our first Vat Purnima function, but he insisted he had to go. The next day, an ambulance driver called me from his mobile and told me there had been an accident and my husband was in serious condition. We rushed to the hospital, but unfortunately, he died before we could reach him. It was a shocking experience for me, and I had a paralyzing attack at that time. But this wasn’t the end. After his death, I learned from his friend that he was cheating on me and had gone to Goa with another girl after proposing to her. She knew he was married. Later, while checking his social media, I found out she wasn’t the only girl he had cheated on me with. There were many others he flirted with and dated since we met. I broke down completely, and it has become impossible for me to trust any men or their love because of him. He has given me a lifetime of trauma