regret having kids.

when I was 17 years old, I thought it was a smart “idea” to impregnate my gf at the time and so did she, but it was only after she got pregnant is when I realized that I fucked up big time. so after she turned out pregnant, I started to rethink my whole existence and got a job as well as sobering up because I was kind of a drunk back then. now, I thought raising a kid wasn’t going to be that bad so I was a bit confident going into it, but oh boy was I wrong bro. when that kid came, it was pretty easy during the start because all my daughter did was sleep all day but when she started to grow up is when things started to become more harder. my daughter is now 2.5 years old and she’s “cool” I guess but I just wish I wasn’t so stupid back then. but yeah, and me and the mother are not together no more because she cheated on me.