I’m in love with my best friend and have been for 12 years (update!)

So uhh guys I did it. I told him and it went fucking great😭 idk how to type this so that it’s short but basically I invited him over and sat him down and said I had something important to tell him. I don’t remember exactly what I said cause I was just sort of rambling. But I was pretty much saying how he was a great person and how I’ve been feeling this for a while and just wanted to get it off my chest. I said that I had feelings for him and have for a while and just wanted to know how he would feel about maybe trying to be more than friends. And dude idk why it might’ve been because I had some wine before he came over to loosen my nerves or the fact that I’m on my period but I started crying😭 like deadass sobbing and went on like a little rant about how I didn’t want to lose him and if he didn’t feel the same way it was totally ok and I completely understood. The entire time he was quiet and I thought I was so done and then he just burst out laughing and hugged me.😭 And uh then he kissed me and I swear to god I think I died, went to heaven, and was reborn😭 we talked and he basically said that he felt the same way and has for a few years he just didn’t want to mess up the routine we had Then uhh you know some adult decisions were made. And honestly I see why everyone would rave about it when I was younger. It was my first time and it was great😭 after we took a shower together and he gave me a massage and ordered tacos. It was really cute. Thank you to everyone that convinced me to tell him cause I would’ve never gotten the courage. He’s laying next to me right now and laughing like an asshole as he watches me write this😒I showed him the post I made and he said I had to give an update so here ya go😭 He keeps making fun of how long I’ve liked him for. He’s never gunna let this go I can’t believe I like this idiot😭