Having a big dick is awful and it's not as good as everyone thinks it is

​ I have a big dick, and quite honestly I wish I didn't i wish it was average. Every sexual partner I have had is usually in pain even after warm up, and deep down I feel like this actually creates a barrier for my relationships. I try to please in other ways ofcourse, but the at the end of the day penatrative sex has to happen. It's so weirdly sexualized, but when you do have one its like you are an experience for some. Hell even seeing sex workers, they always have a reaction, and try to get you in and out with as minimal penatration as possible. It's awful all around. Be thankful for what you got.