S*x with my teacher

Hi, I’m 19 from Odisha. I had a crush on my English teacher since 3rd standard she was also my tuition teacher and used to come home regularly for classes. When I was in 9th, I confessed my feelings to her, and to my surprise, she said she had feelings for me too. She was around 23 then. As time went on, we grew very close and shared a deep connection . During my 10th standard One day my family members went out of town she came with protection (con*oms) I was little bit curious about that & than we had done that passionately we continue this till 12th.But after I finished 12th, she got transferred to another city and stopped responding to my calls and messages. It really broke me because I thought our bond was real. Sometimes I still wonder if she truly cared or if I was just used.