I got too drunk and came onto my uncle.

I’m so embarrassed and want to die for what i did when i was really drunk. I went to a family gathering and we were drinking for a few hours then when everyone went to bed, my uncle and i stayed up. We started dancing and then interlocking our hands together. Then i just felt an urge to kiss him so i did. He kissed me back then i made him touch my boobs and i was rubbing on his dick. He stopped when he realised how wrong it and we stopped. He kept saying i’m beautiful and after that i can’t remember what happened next because i woke up hours later and i was tucked into bed. He’s not my biological uncle he’s married to my aunt who i’m related to but he’s known me since i was a baby. I know she’s going to hate me if she ever finds out along with my cousins. I’m a bad person and i need to stop drinking. I don’t know if i can ever face him or my aunt again because i’m so ashamed and i betrayed them.