i manage onlyfans accounts for a living and i finally just need to tell someone how much i actually make

ok so i don't even know why i'm posting this. it's late and i've had this tab open for like 20 minutes trying to decide if i should just close it. i've been doing this for about 2 years now. i manage 3 creators, handle their promo, DMs, content scheduling, all of it. last month i made like $3,800. month before was closer to $6,200. before that it was a rough patch and i think i cleared maybe $1,400. it goes up and down and that part genuinely stresses me out more than i expected. the thing is i'm actually good at this. like i built this from nothing, figured everything out on my own, and it works. but i tell everyone i do "digital marketing" and leave it at that. had a situation last year where one of my creators just disappeared for 3 weeks mid-campaign. no response, nothing. i had subscribers messaging, promos running, money on the line and i'm just sitting there like ???? that was probably my lowest point with this whole thing. idk. my family has no idea. went home for eid and my uncle kept asking about my "real job prospects" and i just smiled and nodded. i'm making more than most people my age and i can't say a word about it. not really looking for advice. just tired of it being this big secret i carry around