.....bruh I don't know where to begin. I accidentally left my pad behind after having sex for the first time with this guy.

So this is fresh just happened....smfh. I'm literally driving home from work clocking out. Before that I left early to go see a friend we haven't had sex yet, just been talking and hanging out for awhile. But I was extremely horny and wanted to give him head for the first time. That was my only intentions. I had been thinking about how I'd initiate it all day because I was nervous bc it was definitely gonna be outta the blue. I got there around 2:45am We hung out and stuff he was half sleep when I pulled up but we talked a bit and smoked a blunt he fell asleep at the end. I kept messing around with him keeping him up joking and stuff making him laugh. So I'm just now coming off my cycle so I wasn't planning on having sex fyi. I had on a pad just in case some extra spotting happened. Anyway fast forward,I'm giving him head right and apparently it's amazing. He tried to finger me and I remember I just came off my p and don't want to like scare him with a mess. So I say stop but I definitely didn't want him too but I needed him to. He stopped but I think he forgot again or just didn't care. He fucked me and we fucked and I gave head and fucked again. Eventually we fell asleep. My alarm for work went off like 14 mins later, literally. I was so fucking tired and high and a little drunk. I went to the bathroom washed my face and peed got dressed and left for work. I got to work did some last minute stuff and went to use the bathroom again and realized I literally lost my pad somewhere in his room ......Jesus man. like I just texted him first, fuck it and told him i left it and to please just throw it away without really noticing it. On the bright side it might be nothing on it but still smh....first sex experience with this guy and I leave a pad behind. Jesus Christ.