I find depressed men so hot

I hate that I do. I have a boyfriend and I don’t want to see whim depressed at all. But I find depressed men to be so enjoyable to date. The sex is so much better. They treat it like it’s the only way for them to feel something or like it’s their last time ever being able to touch a woman. Depressed men are so possessive and I kinda love it. I kinda love being the only thing a guy truly cares about.