There is something about my friend’s toxic wife….

So my best friend has been dealing with his crazy, manipulative, reckless, toxic, narcissistic wife for many years now. And I’ve always been there to listen and support him. Now don’t think that this is one of those “you don’t know the full story” kind of situations, even here close family and friends are always complaining that she is a very evil person to him and them. He also shares details about their sexual relationship. Whenever they drink, she tends to become super horny and aggressive. He has mentioned how she wants him to be rough with her, and she do the same to him. Whenever she gets like that, he just ignores her or shoots down her sexual advances, which results in her getting angry and leaving the house to go drive around town drunk. I have been to multiple of their house parties, and I have seen how she becomes. Now comes my confession. I have always wanted to get drunk with her and fuck, while I fulfill all of her desires in bed. I want to choke and slap her how she likes it. I want her to slap, punch, and spit on my face as she rides me. Whatever she wants. Needless to say, I’ve always had a crush on her even before they became a thing and got married. Now, knowing how miserable she makes my best friend, I would never want to be “with” her or be in any sort of relationship. I just want to help her release that sexual frustration that she has. Edit: Crazy how hurt some people are in the comments. I didn’t realize how perfect some of yall are, never having any intrusive thoughts or some erotic thoughts. I apologize I hurt your wee little feelings and got your panties in a bunch. I’ll try to be the perfect little saint for you next time 😇🤣.