Sometimes I take a nap in the shower

Sometimes I will take a 5-10 minute nap in the shower. I will just curl myself up and lie myself down on the shower floor. I know that it’s wasteful. I know that it costs money, but there is no greater feeling of rest, comfort, or security in the world. I am completely isolated from the world and alone, and the sound of the water drowns out any thoughts I might have. The water itself keeps me perpetually clean, and keeps my body uniformly at the most comfortable temperature possible. I can be stressed from life, sick to my stomach, and it all just goes away the moment I lay my head down and soak up the water from the shower. I know I shouldn’t nap in the shower but I can’t help myself some times