I used to masturbate to my bully's tits.

In high school, i had a female arch nemesis. She was ratchet, classless, mean and quick to call people slurs (She was black herself). I used to avoid her until the day, she crashed out at me for sitting at her place, I was mad at her but i didn't say nothing cause i didn't want to make enemies in my first few days of my new high school. I am a chill dude, i became friends with most of the people even with her and her friends, honestly her friends were pretty cool unlike her. On surface, we were cool and used to hang out sometimes. On surface, everything looked cool and we were friends but i used to hate her guts and her acne filled face whenever we used to hangout. Backhanded compliments, asking for money everyday, disrespecting my family and calling me slurs whenever we used to hang out and Unfortunately, we both had mutual friend groups, honestly idk how her friends were much better than her. I never said anything cause she had a 18 year old jacked bf who was as shit and crazy as her. I won't lie, me and her got along sometimes too but that was very rare. i hated how powerless i felt in front of her. I wanted to slap taste out of her mouth for disrespecting me but honestly her bf woud have beaten the shit out of me. People already disliked me in that school, i didn't need another reason to be hated. Plus complaining about her would have made people call me a pussy. Thankfully, i changed my subjects and didn't have to see her except for the bus ride to school or back home. The slurs, the mean behaviour and the begging for money were still there but the frequency was a lot less. I was still in touch with her friends as they were my friends too (it was a mixed group of boys and girls). We used to video call sometimes over the weekend. On a call, she kept calling me homosexual and a slur for latinos, i was already having a bad time getting bullied by some guys and having problems at home. After the video call, i decided to confront her on text (yes, i was too pussy to do it irl). She started calling me slurs and gay again. It turned pretty ugly, i did the same with her, it was the George Floyd and BLM era so yk how it goes. I called her ugly and flat chested, she replied with "I got better tits than your mama" and i replied with calling her tits pimples or something then i got a dissapearing pic with her tits and with the caption "now show me your money". Her tits were good ngl, C cup, big areolas with hard nipples. She was doing the peace sign and had half of her face in the pic. I couldn't believe my eyes and grabbed my tablet, took a pic of it. Called her and her mother a whore then i revealed that i took a pic of her tits and will bust a nut on her tits to which she replied "i always knew you wanted me", which couldn't have been farthest from the truth, i absolutely hated her. Called her some racial slurs and so did she then i blocked her. I took my tablet and masturbated the fuck out of her pics, imagined us doing it in every position and me dominating her and kissing her which is even more disgusting now that i think about. It was the lockdown era so i didn't had to see her for a year aka 2021, the year where we had to graduate. Last i heard about her was through a mutual a few days ago, she now works in a hair salon. Good for her but i don't wanna know anything else or contact her ever again. It was a bad fucking time and I'm ashamed of how pathetic and disgusting i was. I know most of you would find this story as some goonerbait or some enemies to lover type shit but this is as real as it can get. Believe it or not i don't care, i just had to get it out of my mind.