I (32M) Never Planned To Be Open About This, But I’m Done Pretending

I’ve been carrying this weird mix of embarrassment and pride for a while, and I finally just want to say it honestly once and for all. I spent a lot of time reviewing adult creators online. Not in a creepy way in a detailed, analytical way that actually helps people understand what they’re paying for. For some reason, admitting that publicly feels more weird than it should. Part of me feels judged before I even speak. Another part of me knows I’m actually helping people save money and avoid scams, and that I put real effort into what I do. Recently I wrote a review that I’m genuinely proud of. Someone recommended a creator to me, and I took the time to break everything down content, quality, value, consistency. And for once, instead of hiding what I do or acting like it’s some shameful hobby, I want to actually share it. It was the post of Adriana Fox in [r/bestonlyfanspage](https://www.reddit.com/r/bestonlyfanspage/) I know some people will judge me for being involved in anything related to the OnlyF industry... I know others won’t care at all. But keeping it a secret has honestly made me feel worse than it should be. This is something I’m good at, and I actually enjoy doing. I don’t know if this confession even matters at all. However I do know getting it out feels like releasing a muscle that was tight.