My GF made me get a vasectomy and then broke up with me

Our relationship had kind of slowed down and I knew we were in a bad place and then she started being really sweet and our sex life somehow started and got really active again. I was happy and she brought up the idea of me getting a vasectomy to protect her. Of course I said yes and she said she would get a tubal ligation after I had mine. Leading up to this she was very sensual- massages, blowjobs usually every night, teasing and giving me some of the best orgasms of my life. She was there with me and cared for me after. It wasn't that bad but of course I couldn't have sex. While I recovered she was very playful and also looked after me. It felt great. When it was finally time that I could do more she said she wanted to leave and had a long talk about why we needed to break up. I was speechless and I'll admit I cried. A lot. I realize now she did all those things planning to leave me and wanted to convince me to get snipped. I would have cut my legs off at the knees if she'd asked. I know it's not that bad but I feel sad. I haven't had sex since and I'm not sure when I will again. I've just been in a different place. I just needed to get that out.