Am I Fooling myself?

We’re currently in our courtship phase, but my fiancé is completely emotionally unavailable. It’s an arranged marriage, and I’ve fallen for him so deeply. This is the same man I’ve prayed for, the one I’ve manifested. But because of his past trauma—he’s divorced—he’s not reciprocating any of my love. It feels like I’m the only one putting in any effort. He’s so cold and distant, like there’s nothing left inside him. For me, he’s the only man I want to spend my life with, but he’s unsure about his emotions, his feelings… everything. I’ve supported him through it all, and I’ll keep supporting him, but I feel completely lost. Am I just wasting my time waiting for a man who may never love me back? It’s like I’m stuck in limbo, giving my all to someone who may never care.