my gf is a skripper and i genuinely didn't think this shit through

throwaway bc my friends know my main my gf is a skripper. we've been together for almost a year and when we first got together i was like "yeah, bro i can handle it." i'm not gonna be that insecure bf who loses his mind over her doing her job. and tbh i've mostly been fine. but last night she came home and started telling me about this dude who keeps requesting her and i got annoyed as hell. like immediately. i didn't even say anything but apparently my face was doing all the talking she asked me what was wrong and i was like “nothing” which obviously was cap because she knows me too well. i eventually told her i know she's not doing anything wrong, but sometimes it still gets in my head. especially when some guy is clearly into her and keeps coming back specifically for her. i think part of me wants to be chill about it so badly that i end up acting like i don't have feelings about it at all. then one random thing happens and suddenly i'm in my feels over a dude i've never even met the crazy part is i trust her. she's never given me a reason not to. i love her, we're good together, our relationship is actually solid. i just didn't realize how different it would feel when the person you're with gets paid to be desirable to other people.