I went home with a trans girl from the bar on Friday. Not sure how I feel now

Having some confusing feelings after an encounter this weekend. I’m a cis straight guy. This really wasn’t something I’ve fantasized about or thought would happen. I actually considering myself Republican until a few years ago. On Friday night I was approached at the bar by a beautiful woman. Extremely tall, flowing long hair, physically way out of my league, and with just the most magnetic personality. It was her personality more than anything that had me interested. Just brimming with confidence and energy. Can totally tell she is the center of attention wherever she goes. Which is definitely a contrast to me as I’m more reserved and shy. She bought me a drink, I bought her a couple drinks, and before I knew it she asked me if wanted to go back to her place. I did have a feeling that she was trans when I first met her as she’s probably 6 inches taller than me lol but she also mentioned it to me before we left the bar. She gave me a little tour of her place when we arrived. She got us some waters and we went into her room and started kissing a bit. She asked if I’d ever been with a trans girl before and I told her I hadn’t. She told me that it was okay and we can take it slow. We spent a lot of time just kissing and cuddling in bed. I could feel her dick get hard and press against my stomach so I reached down and touched it. She asked if I wanted to see it and I said yes. She took it out and I started to play with it. I had never touched someone else’s dick before this. She asked me to suck it and I did. She coached me through, teaching me how to do it. The whole time she was complimenting and praising me and honestly it felt amazing. Eventually she asked if I wanted to see her cum. She stood up and started jerking off into my mouth and in a few minutes she finished and I swallowed it. She then kissed me and then sucked me as well, I finished very fast, less than a minute. I spent the night and in the morning she made me waffles for breakfast. We spent the whole day on Saturday fooling around and cuddling while watching movies. I had such a good time. Ever since I left she has been texting me non stop. She wants me to come spend Friday night at her place again this week. I can tell she’s interested in me beyond a one night stand. And honestly I think I really like her. The attention and affection feels amazing. I can’t stop thinking about her. But at the same time I feel embarrassed and like I can’t tell anyone? Am I not really straight? Is this just me being influenced by transphobia. With the whole focus on trans people in the political culture war, I am nervous about how people will view me. But also like… I actually can’t remember the last time I felt so intoxicated by a woman. What should I do?