TW: r*ped and made it worse than it really was

I come from a conservative culture, i got raped. but i knew my culture (muslim) woudlnt accept it unless I dramatized the events more. trust me im in shambles. I was dating when i shoulndt gave been, then he raped me. its been a year. I still feel bad i made it sound worse that it really was, i made it seem like he was a stranger. no im not so sick fuck saying i got raped when i didnt. I just had to take out the detail that i knew him. am i a bad person?