Im either going to kill myself or start doing porn

How i see it, theres one solution left and if it fails me, just as everything else has, well, the only option left is to sink the 8 ball. Just a friendly reminder we are all pawns, even those working high end jobs are still viewed as the same level as sex workers to them. The only difference between the two is poverty and its just another way for them to control us. We are all dead anyways. Theres no point to any of this. We just keep playing along with their big game of monopoly, pretending they arent eating babies, pretending everything is fine so we can go home and distract ourselves some more with silly football games and videos of people fucking. (Who are honestly making the most of the system, getting paid their monopoly money just to fuck? I mean yeah, way to beat the game) Thats only being said if i even could, if im even skilled enough to succeed in that either. And i am doubtful. Very very doubtful of myself. I am honestly waiting for the right moment to sink that 8 ball because i don’t believe i was made out for this. At all.